Tuesday, October 26, 2010

IF U LUV SUMONE ...EXPRESS IT

10th Grade:-
         As I sat there in English class,
         I stared at the girl next to me.
         She was my so called 'best friend'.
         I stared at her long, silky hair,
         and wished she was mine.
         But she didn't notice me like that,
         and I knew it.
         After class,
         she walked up to me and asked me for
         the notes she had missed the day before.
         I handed them to her.She said 'thanks'
         and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
         I want to tell her, I want her to know
         that I don't want to be just friends,
         I love her but I'm just too shy,
         and I don't know why.

11th grade:-
           The phone rang. On the other end,                  
           it was her. She was in tears,;
           mumbling on and on about how
           her love had broke her heart.
           She asked me to come over
           because she didn't want to be alone, So I did.
           As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her
           soft eyes, wishing she was mine.
           After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie,
           and three bags of chips,
           she decided to go home.
           She looked at me, said 'thanks'
           and gave me a kiss
           on the cheek..I want to tell her,
           I want her to know that
           I don't want to be just friends,
           I love her but I'm just too shy,
           and I don't know why.

Senior year:-
           One fine day she walked to my locker.
           'My date is sick' she said,
           'hes not gonna go' well,
           I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade,
           we made a promise that
           if neither of us had dates,
           we would go together just as 'best friends'.
           So we did.
           That night, after everything was over,
           I was standing at her front door step.
           I stared at her as She smiled at me
           and stared at me with her crystal eyes.
           Then she said- 'I had the best time, thanks!'      
           and gave me a kiss on the cheek.;            
           I want to tell her,
           I want her to know
           that I don't want to be just friends,
           I love her but I'm just too shy,
           and I don't know why.

Graduation:-
           A day passed, then a week, then a month.
           Before I could blink, it was graduation day.
           I watched as her perfect body
           floated like an angel        
             up on stage to get her diploma.
           I wanted her to be mine-but
           she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it.
           Before everyone went home,
           she came to me in her smock and hat,
           and cried as I hugged her.
           Then she lifted her head from my shoulder
           and said- 'you're my best friend,
           thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek.
           I want to tell her,
           I want her to know
           that I don't want to be just friends,
           I love her but I'm just too shy,
           and I don't know why.

Marriage:-
           Now I sit in the pews of the church.
           That girl is getting married now.
           and drive off to her new life,
           married to another man.
           I wanted her to be mine,
           but she didn't see me like that,
           and I knew it.
           But before she drove away,
           she came to me and said 'you came !'.
           She said 'thanks' and kissed me on the cheek.
           I want to tell her,
           I want her to know
           that I don't want to be just friends,
           I love her but I'm just too shy,
           and I don't know why.

Death:-
           Years passed, I looked down at the coffin
           of a girl who used to be my 'best friend'.
           At the service, they read a diary entry
           she had wrote in her high school years.
           This is what it read:
           'I stare at him wishing he was mine,
           but he doesn't notice me like that,
           and I know it.
           I want to tell him,
           I want him to know that
           I don't want to be just friends,
           I love him but I'm just too shy,
           and I don't know why.
           I wish he would tell me he loved me !
           .........'I wish I did too...'

           I thought to my self, and I cried.


IF U LUV SUMONE ...EXPRESS IT

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